desperate life

So today 9/12/19 I had to go to the dr for a follow up.  WEll as you know I'm Daf or deaf as fuck. Its hard to navigate through life like this.  I started to lose my hearing at around 35.  Each year it progresses and gets worse. I am now profoundly deaf.  I always thought that if a person was deaf it meant that they just hear nothing, just pure silence.  I did not know you can be deaf and still hear but nothing is CLEAR. Its like being stuck between radio stations and I cant make out what anyone is saying unless I am in a quiet room and they are talking loudly in my face so I can read their lips.  It really sucks. I guess it could be worse though.  Getting back to the story I finished my appointment. I had to find my car in the five story garage by the hospital.  Holy Shit what a problem that was.  I knew I parked on the 2nd or 3rd floor.  For 1/2 an hour I had to walk around hitting the alarm buton on my car to "hear" it.  I did ma...